I do sit there and wonder why God’s so Good to me. I’m highly blessed and highly favoured. I mean I was aware of God from very young, though I never had my very own Bible until the age four or five. Growing up in a catholic family I did church for as far back as I can remember. I had a few supernatural things happen around the age of 7 that I never really questioned it just sort of happened. You know Gods name is in my name. I took holy communion at 10. I took my confirmation at 12/13. I was baptised as a born again Christian at the age of 28 but that day was the day Christ rose from the dead. Gods name is in my name . My name means one who is like God.Every thing Godlike in my life was pretty poignant. Immense really.I went to a private convent catholic school til I was 10 and a half. I was born with a reverence for the Lord our God. Almost a little high and mighty attitude towards God But the devil showed his face to me around the age of twelve when me and a certain person went to church on Sunday or just after and stole the collection box. There wasn’t much in there but we deserved that really. Sin really is disgustingly easy. Always tells you to go left when you should go right. We’re born with it thanks to Eve and Adam days. It’s a really big deal. They don’t teach you the proper things in school. I mean knowing God can be the difference between life and death. After a terrifying ordeal in my 40’s I ended up losing my salvation in Christ and I wasn’t very happy about that at all. The Christian path wasn’t hard but it does have many strict guidelines. It’s hard but with God it’s also kinda easy. I drifted for a while after thinking I’m going to hell now it was all for nothing. I have nothing. Having always been a pretty spiritual person I looked into spirituality through I did think it quite pointless after being Close to the one true God and then losing that. I walked into it not having any idea what I was doing but I was strangely drawn into it. I felt a huge shift in my life and everything changed dramatically before I knew it I was going through a full blown spiritual awakening and felt called to walk this path. My life has never been the same since. I feel quite honoured to be on the walk I’m now on. It’s very heavenly and the very best thing about it is I still get to walk with God. It’s just it’s a different set of rules but I can just be myself the realist version of me. God doesn’t care if I swear or smoke or anything really not like when you’re a real Christian. It’s so much better. The happiness I feel now really hits different. I’m one of the 144,000 new Earth angels as called in the book of revelations. There’s only one scripture in the whole Bible about them. It’s very vague and I don’t know why. I’m 55 now and the main thing I’ve concluded Gods plan for our life is far greater than we could ever know. God can be trusted and his Love for us is far deeper than we could ever understand. God is so not hard to understand. Maybe he just wants a little love back. God is Love pure Love. And not only has God only blessed me so much in my life. I found the man whose rib I was made from ( my Adam) along the way. I’m so very lucky.People always say I don’t like God he’s a grumpy God. Wouldn’t you be grumpy if the love you showed for years and years was never returned. This path is absolutely nothing like the Christian one.I guess God knew all along that this was the better path for me. The hardest thing about my path is keeping my frequency high. We live in a trap that is deliberately programmed to keep our frequency and vibration very Low. The devil so so wanted me for his kingdom but now I’m immortal and he hates it. I am a living witness for God and I know God is exactly who he says he is. He does exactly what he says he will do and he is Alive. In my next blog I’ll write about some of the exciting things I get up to now..