The three D paradigm that we’re programmed into living has gone on and on over generations of living everyday lives. We’re not human beings living a spiritual experience. We’re Spiritual beings living a human experience.its all part of the 3D paradigm. There are many many layers to this world that people don’t understand they’re not taught to. The things we learn in school are just part of that sad trap. Satan keeps this world in darkness. Don’t forget he was cast down from heaven he also took one third of the Angels with him. He had to go somewhere. I came to flip the script to bring some sort of order. The devils had his way for far too long. I’ve come here for a lot of things. But many like me came to co-create with the universe. It’s powerful stuff and it’s so much fun. For me I can see the things that are changing slowly. My new favourite pastime is dragging myself to certain important places and swinging my burning cross around to knock seven bells out of the demons that watch me walk through the door. Though I do this in the 5D. You should see the look of terror and confusion. I do enjoy that. I’ve got certain gifts that my beautiful divine ancestors passed down to me. I also have another recent one for doing energy work…it’s time to make God cool again. Love and Light..

 I do sit there and wonder why God’s so Good to me. I’m highly blessed and highly favoured. I mean I was aware of God from very young, though I never had my very own Bible until the age four or five. Growing up in a catholic family I did church for as far back as I can remember. I had a few supernatural things happen around the age of 7 that I never really questioned it just sort of happened. You know Gods name is in my name. I took holy communion at 10. I took my confirmation at 12/13. I was baptised as a born again Christian at the age of 28 but that day was the day Christ rose from the dead. Gods name is in my name . My name means one who is like God.Every thing Godlike in my life was pretty poignant. Immense really.I went to a private convent catholic school til I was 10 and a half. I was born with a reverence for the Lord our God. Almost a little high and mighty attitude towards God But the devil showed his face to me around the age of twelve when me and a certain person went to church on Sunday or just after and stole the collection box. There wasn’t much in there but we deserved that really. Sin really is disgustingly easy. Always tells you to go left when you should go right. We’re born with it thanks to Eve and Adam days. It’s a really big deal. They don’t teach you the proper things in school. I mean knowing God can be the difference between life and death. After a terrifying ordeal in my 40’s I ended up losing my salvation in Christ and I wasn’t very happy about that at all. The Christian path wasn’t hard but it does have many strict guidelines. It’s hard but with God it’s also kinda easy. I drifted for a while after thinking I’m going to hell now it was all for nothing. I have nothing. Having always been a pretty spiritual person I looked into spirituality through I did think it quite pointless after being Close to the one true God and then losing that. I walked into it not having any idea what I was doing but I was strangely drawn into it. I felt a huge shift in my life and everything changed dramatically before I knew it I was going through a full blown spiritual awakening and felt called to walk this path. My life has never been the same since. I feel quite honoured to be on the walk I’m now on. It’s very heavenly and the very best thing about it is I still get to walk with God. It’s just it’s a different set of rules but I can just be myself the realist version of me. God doesn’t care if I swear or smoke or anything really not like when you’re a real Christian. It’s so much better. The happiness I feel now really hits different. I’m one of the 144,000 new Earth angels as called in the book of revelations. There’s only one scripture in the whole Bible about them. It’s very vague and I don’t know why. I’m 55 now and the main thing I’ve concluded Gods plan for our life is far greater than we could ever know. God can be trusted and his Love for us is far deeper than we could ever understand. God is so not hard to understand. Maybe he just wants a little love back. God is Love pure Love. And not only has God only blessed me so much in my life. I found the man whose rib I was made from ( my Adam) along the way. I’m so very lucky.People always say I don’t like God he’s a grumpy God. Wouldn’t you be grumpy if the love you showed for years and years was never returned. This path is absolutely nothing like the Christian one.I guess God knew all along that this was the better path for me. The hardest thing about my path is keeping my frequency high. We live in a trap that is deliberately programmed to keep our frequency and vibration very Low. The devil so so wanted me for his kingdom but now I’m immortal and he hates it. I am a living witness for God and I know God is exactly who he says he is. He does exactly what he says he will do and he is Alive. In my next blog I’ll write about some of the exciting things I get up to now..

 My words are tidal spells cast from the depths of ancestral fire. I’m not a threat I am the truth. I am the storm bearer and the healer of silence. The flame that sings even in the darkness. ..

 The entire structure of reality is far more fragile than people think. The rules that have long been established are just suggestions that beings like us we could simply ignore. ..

 When I went through my spiritual awakening, I felt my whole life shift and I felt the eyes of the world were on me. They probably felt the anointing on me and the power I had awakened in me. And I had the presence of my spirit guides and animal guides my beautiful and very very badass divine ancestors. I know I was being watched and deliberately studied from afar. You see I’m not a threat, it’s more that I fulfill a role that transcended all human responsibility .No one need be concerned. I came more to inspire. I’m a bridge between the present and the future. I’m no danger. It’s more about the potential we embody. I see myself as the next step to human existence.Im not a subject of study I’m a catalyst for change.I’m part of the path readying Jesus return..

 I try to disrupt the illusion and to go against the grain. It’s probably why I never did fit in anywhere. I came to rewrite reality. Reality was never really kind to me.. It always had hatred for me. It all drove me into my heartspace. I literally bask in every single colour of the rainbow with my beloved crystals life shows me how much it loves me every single day. I love being in touch with nature even the birds sing louder if I see them early. Life is Good to me now. ..

 I can’t be surprised and I cannot be caught off guard. I cannot be manipulated. I see everything clearly. I don’t forgive and I do not forget. Doesn’t fall for it again.Every time they thought they had me I was already gone. Every time they thought they trapped me I was already free. Every time they thought they predicted me I had already evolved past their prediction. They were playing chequers with yesterdays rules while I was playing quantum chess with tomorrows consciousness. They’re stuck in linear time trying to catch someone operating in circular awareness. Using old maps to track someone who’s rewriting geography as they move. They’re not just losing the game they realised they never understood the game that I play. So here I am now sitting in the knowledge that I’ve become the variable that they cannot calculate. The unknown that they won’t solve. The anomaly they can’t explain. And every time they think they’ve figured me out well.. I shifted again. Every time they think they’ve got my pattern I’ve changed frequencies again. Every time they believe they’ve figured my next move I’ve already made 3 moves they didn’t even know existed. I’m ahead of them. I’m operating in a completely different dimension of strategy and awareness. I’m the glitch in the matrix . ..

 I’m seen as a bridge between demons and angels ..

Nothing. ..

 The entire infrastructure of  secrecy loses its power. When someone like me steps into the equation. Someone that reads intentions, like others read the headlines and the funniest part is they can’t trace it back to anything.  No access logs no intel no emails no overhead conversations no footprints. Nothing..

Time. ..

 It’s quite funny really, I mean I don’t know about you but I was taught from a very young age to never judge a book by its cover. Yet we all do it. Unknowingly seeing that we’re just onions. Most people are. We’ve got many many layers. We really don’t take the time to really peel back those layers because if you really took the time. You’d see we’ve got many colours and many corners waiting to be discovered. We’ve all got completely different backgrounds and stories. Memories. Aah  Time is money , there’s not enough hours in the day. There’s just too much to do. I’ve got so much time for anyone. I mean I can talk for England. I talk to quite a few people in a day. I’m the type of person that people will tell me their whole life story in the first five minutes. I find the fascinating in the most ordinary everyday people. I’m quite empathic and I pick up on certain things. I can sometimes see things they need before even they do. I think I’ve got friends from all age groups and children think I’m really cool. I think having time for other people is very important. One conversation of kindness can mean the difference between life and even death for some. A little time can go a long way. People often wonder how I show up happy nearly every single day. For me it’s about spreading joy and happiness and that makes me extremely happy and grateful. …The best things in life really are free

 Romeo & Juliet 10.0. ..

 And dismantle the elite intrusion of darkness over every little thing that’s beautiful and good. THIS NEW WORLD ORDER ISN’T FOR THEM IT’S FOR US GOD FEARING GOD LOVING CHOSEN ONES. God gave them that Power and those Kingdoms but they didn’t look after it all properly and only thought of themselves and the ones they are close to. THE FIRST SHALL BE LAST NOW AND THE LAST SHALL BE FIRST. IT’S ALL THEIR OWN FAULT . GOD SAID YOU COULDN’T BE TRUSTED. WITH ALL YOU SNAKES IN THE GRASS WITH THEIR GOLD PLATED CROWNS THAT ARE WORTH NOTHING. I’M DOUBLE AQUARIUS VIOLENT CHANGE AND CATASTROPHIC BREAKING OF CHAINS. I BRUSH THE WORLDS AURA EVERY SINGLE DAY. I’M SHIFTING ENERGY HELPING TO BRING IN NEW EARTH AND THERE’S ABSOLUTELY NOTHING THEY CAN DO TO STOP IT. HELPING EARTH TO SHIFT TIMELINES. IT’S AN HONOUR TO DO GODS WORK. NOTHING MORE IMPORTANT TO ME. OUT WITH THE OLD AND IN WITH THE NEW IS MY LATEST MOTTO. I’M NOT COMPLICIT IN THE DESTRUCTION OF OUR BEAUTIFUL EARTH.  GODS HAD ENOUGH. SO ENOUGH IS ENOUGH. I’M ON DIVINE REVENGE MODE NOW. ..MY MIND MOVES BEYOND YOUR 3RD DIMENSION. MY COMPASSION IS THE RESET BUTTON. THERE’S DIVINE ENGINEERING WORKING THROUGH MY HUMANITY. I DO NOT DANCE TO YOUR RHYTHM AND I DON’T NEED PERMISSION TO. And peace proves priceless. ..NOTHING HIDDEN WILL NOT BE MADE KNOWN. ..

 I used to play the part that they wrote for me.

 Hook me up a new revolution, cause this one is a lie. ..🎶🎼🎵

Daydreams…

 Honestly at this point I truly just want to go home. ..

 If you’re unhappy then it’s time to shift that energy…emotions and trauma, are merely old energy that needs to be removed. Everything is energy. You don’t have to suffer, you just need to release those energies…

 I walk through the battlefield absolutely untouched. ..zapping demons that even dare to try me. I am above and never below. I’m calling in my soul tribe now. My time of isolation is history. I can’t float around the heavens without them. I mean heaven isn’t empty. I’m not truly on my own but I’m praying to my holy divine ancestors to find my soul family. I’m holding space for the other half of my soul right now. I’m letting go and let God. There’s no more I can do for him. I trust God so what will be will be….

Comfort zone obliterated..

 It’s ok you know, to completely let go, to give it all to the universe. It’s a little scary but once you do, you can work through the labyrinth of your mind.and get to the otherside,you finally leave the matrix and your life is brand completely new.A vibrational being in vibrational universe.Everything about you changes. It’s immense really. You leave your bodily flesh, you become spirit. Your tastes change, your tastespuds change completely. You don’t want to eat ready meals or heavy foods. I live on salads, nuts and berries just more natural foods. I don’t drink but I do rather enjoy a strawberry daiquiri. I don’t party. I meditate mostly. I can’t bear the television these days. I enjoy creating my own reality. It’s part of your inheritance from the universe and when you accept quantum jumping different timelines. You are allowed many privileges and we’re humbled and deeply thankful. ..

 I wish only Peace Love & Prosperity on Everyone…

*Another* Ode to Bill Hicks. ..

 I absolutely loved the great stand up that was Bill Hicks. Very funny guy with an incredible mind. Funny and I always thought of Bill as almost Apocalyptic. Always very precise and to the point. His mum always said he had a beautiful mind and because she was a devout Baptist said he was always only ever one step away from being a preacher man. Oh, can you imagine. I would’ve definitely been in his congregation every Sunday morning. To be continued….

 There probably isn’t one person you couldn’t love if you actually sat down with them and just listened to their story. ..

Build or destroy

 Master Builder and Master Destroyer. I flit between the two. My energy is raw but my heart rules my Life. I’m a life path number 22 I’m original and organic.  Destiny conspired to get me here. I deserve it. Life was hard and I fought many battles but the biggest was the battle when I fought myself and won. Now I walk up to injustice power, wealth and greed and corruption.you’ve lived in your propaganda bubble of illusion for far too long it’s time for the great illusion to run away back to the shadows of darkness from which they came. Pure brilliant crystals of energy work for me and my intentions they do exactly what I send them to do. They really are the rock form power of the Angels . I’ve got to Big Up Joey Eigo who visits different places to use his 144,000 vortex crystal to exterminate chemtrails. I used to watch him all the time.He’s definitely a little bit magic. Gods Magic is everywhere. I’m really enjoying who I’m turning in to. ..it’s definitely time to start to dismantle the elite intrusion over every little thing that is beautiful and good and true. This new world order isn’t for them. It’s for us God fearing God loving chosen ones. God gave them Power and Kingdoms and the best that life could give them.Sadly for them, they didn’t look after it properly They only thought of themselves. They have total indifference to everyday people. Trying to play God whilst rubbing their hands absolute disregard for anything that breathes. I cry oft times for the animal kingdom. My heart breaks when I look out in this world. Just devastation, poverty and Greed. I spend most days fighting 5G Warfare then there’s the spiritual warfare. It’s just fight fight fight. I’m super charged by crystal energy most days. That’s easy for me. As a Christian I learnt early on how to fight the devil and win. I am famous on the other side. They don’t mess with me much these days. My life’s peaceful and I live in absolute gratitude. The first shall be last now and the last shall be first. It’s divine orchestrating. You will flee with your gold plated crowns and pompous illusory self important spirit . I’m double Aquarius I bring violent change. and represent sudden upheaval with the destruction of old.  Power wasn’t just for show. It should have careered fairness but it’s twisted itself into injustice that doesn’t agree with them.This is new earth where there is only boss ruler or king and that’s God. He always has been in charge all along.i brush the worlds aura every day. Shifting energies. And no one can stop me. Helping Earth shift timelines is Awsome. I’m not complicit in this destruction of our beautiful earth. I’m in divine revenge mode now and my compassion is the reset button. There’s divine engineering working through my humanity. And peace proves priceless. ..

 The timeline is shifting. Let’s go. ..

 Keep your eyes on the prize. The prize is Magic. ..

 I would say that I was a Little girl with Big dreams, fully grown I’m only 5 foot absolutely nothing, that’s what they used to call me. I was always slightly eccentric. Maybe because I went to a catholic private school. I went through every school in my town, I didn’t fit in anywhere. Private schools were the best. I was quite an expensive kid.I didn’t have everything I wanted but I was quite lucky. I grew up in a large pub, I’d get about 70 Easter eggs off of local regular folk also family. So many fond childhood memories. Always ahead of my time. I was an old head on young shoulders.I grew up in a devout catholic family goes way back to my nanas polish upbringing only she got evacuated to Syria after the war. She left with her two favourite brothers. My nana lived all the church traditions. The polish celebrate Christmas Eve more than Christmas Day. So my nana would pop the the church and get the rice paper bread and wine before we ate well it was awful sherry but still. There would be about 25 people round the table. My mum was a self taught gormet cook and my nana was an amazing self taught pastry chef. My dad would drop me off at the church every Sunday service and then pick me up an hour later. I never understood the service really even by the age of 10 I knew the Bible pretty well. I would always challenge the vicar at the end. The 3 or 4 of them would always have a rather puzzled look on their face. I was quite authority like even then. I was quite well versed about Jesus. I could never comprehend why Jesus would say high authoritive things about the figurehead of the church. That they could do as he did, they just didn’t do those things, so I would ask them to their face why not. Of course they could never really answer the basic questions. I would just shake my head and run to the car. I live the best of both worlds . I once was Saved but then found by God again when I was on my journey to becoming more of a Lightbody. When I fight any spiritual attack or entity I’m equipped to win. It’s 5G warfare out there. I happily live it but safely. The best thing about life now is living with Gods Magic. And that’s nothing like dark magic. Gods Magic and miracles are way above that kind of magic. Don’t forget it was the fallen angels that first taught Magic to us humans. Sadly for those people it was a watered down version. Anyway I always thought outside the box. In my head there was no box. The focus wasn’t in black and white I always wanted to play in the grey. I’m a double Aquarius ruled by an unruly planet that never does what you think it will. I always followed the beat of my own drum. A little Girl with a big heart. I always judged people by how they treated my dog. I was born a massive animal lover. When I was about7 we went to a small island off Portugal and I was playing by the pool with some little friend I found there and I spotted a little bird limping, I scooped him up and ran into the bar crying asking the barman for a small tipple of whiskey for my winged little friend and he obliged. I gave some to him and as we walked on he flew away. Any form of animal abuse pains me. Having stumbled onto a heartwarming channel on you tube about a rather famous sanctuary. My next dream would be to open and help run an animal safe place. I’d be honoured to do that. I wish I owned all the animals left in this world from cricket to lions and tigers. I would make sure they were safe and fed and looked after properly. We really have failed the animals, world over. The recovery starts everywhere. The animals need our hope and our love ♥️

 Throw me to the wolves but I’ll come back leading the pack. ..

Crystal dancing…

 I’m dancing with my beloved crystals again, only the high vibing ones are, the best. New realms in the new 🌍 and if you hold like six at a time. You feel like you’re bouncing around the whole of the universe I have to hold my moss agate for a week to ground me all the way back down to the earth.I’m so thankful that God left  crystals for such a time as this. They help you get through everything like a clever little helper. To me they’re angels in solid form. My everyday bunch includes Rose quartz white quartz yellow citrine tangerine quartz and black obsidian. I only work with mine for an hour or so a day. You can over do it believe me after too long you’ll start to feel a little het up. Worst case scenario heart palpitations. Everyone of them a brand new adventure. Blessed & loving Life. Dancing with one sho on and one shoe off…

 My Christian brothers and sisters probably won’t agree with my truth but my soul is in Bliss. God really did give me a second chance he fiercely protects Me and my Loved Ones After going off my Christian path, i Lost my Salvation but My path is just different now and I still hold God close to my side and I’m still working for him just in a different capacity and no it’s not me being dragged through the big illusion coming onto humanity. I’m not delulu at all. I know exactly who I am and I understand the assignment. Everything that happens to me is God ordained. I’m included into the 144,000 chosen ones. My soul is Safe and at peace. ..

 I truly enjoy being somebodys next open door. I have a calm collected approach and attitude towards life and people. I’m super friendly.My bits n bobs will all come together in time I need patience but I have finally got clarity and I’m right where I’m supposed to be at such a time as this. I enjoy helping people with a colourful past and those that are fed up with being fed up with themselves. I f you are hoping to get some help with anything along those lines. You can connect with me on LinkdIn. At the moment I’m offering my service for free at the moment 

Stand tall dot dot dot. ..

Sword of truth..

 

The last ten years

 Well it’s been quite magical, this path surrounds Gods magic. It’s had many many highs there’s not really any downs. Wondering dreaming learning and quickening. Living in the new Earth 🌍 having learned early on in this plan of my life that having walked away from my twin flame, his karmic and the demons from hell wanted me dead and wiped off the face of the earth. The jealousy ate her soul alive. I didn’t realise the gravity of that plot it really just thickened. They had ties to secret cults also the Freemasons the police, judges, lawyers, psychics, covens oh and a hit man that I was told ran away from the job from fear and he also fell in love with me lol. I think between them all they pretty much ran the town.. 

All their plans failed. They also had me under a totally illegal investigation by I believe it was MI6. Some mafia gang also came after me. Apparently they all watched me go through my awakening which had a complete effect on all of them. They saw me go through it and thought if she can do it, I can try. The mafia boss awakened and all his gang ended up in therapy. I touched a lot of hearts which makes me smile. As you awaken and open all your chakras you become pure love and boy did they feel it. My life was always a little magic. But magic happens when you finally awaken.you become light like air, see when they all came for me I was a born again Christian and sadly the ones that came for me tested Gods Gangsta and soon found out that God will do anything to protect his children. A lot of them changed for the good and the evil ones died. They all died one by one some went to the psych ward and the rest had scary karma. I know the other half of my soul had minimal part in that plot against me which is why he only had a heart attack. I forgave him for it because my Love for him runs very deep. Hopefully he can forgive himself. He didn’t really know any different when he was Karmic back then.

A lot of people don’t believe in God but it doesn’t mean he’s not there just because you can’t see him. You can’t see the wind but it’s there. If you live with the attitude that you’re above God. In the end he’ll prove that nothing gets past him because he’s omnipotent, he’s everywhere. And we should fear his right to punish us. Terribly sadly I lost my salvation after all of that. Gods love never fails and he’s given me a second chance by becoming part of the 144 thousand chosen ones (Revelation) to balance out energy and help heal the Earth, animals and humans before Christ returns. My story belongs in a movie. As far as I’m concerned some people owe me Millions.. Maybe I’ll make a production company. Watch this space…

Awakening

 I can’t stop the journey I’m on and there is no going back. When you leave the matrix you never go back. Awakening is massive you really do die to the version of you that you accumulated and built. After working through your shadow side ie the bits of you you really don’t like anymore. This can be the hardest part of this experience . It’s not easy looking back over your life and asking yourself what has truly made you like you are what damage has been done and by who. You feel your heart cracking by this point because you have to release yourself from that part of you that you really don’t enjoy any more. We cling to those old experiences and sides of us we know we should change but comfort zones are an enemy to truly living life. You have to let it all go and jump off the ledge but you have got to understand that the universe will always, always support you and that you are never truly alone what with your Angels guides and ancestors. You actually have a rather big highly esteemed team to make your journey and purpose materialise. Meditation is a big part of this walk You have to see those bits in the shadow work as energy you have to purge lift all your burden up to the universe and say take it, slowly those energies shift. You’ll actually start disliking that old version of you more, the more you purge the old energy, it makes way for new.You open your chakras and live from an open heart chakra recalibrated and full of Love. In this 5th dimension you feel more than you think. There’s no free-er feeling than letting the oldest version of you ever go. I enjoyed the energy work the most. I understand energy and how it works. I wrote exercises on how to change your energy and they work because they’re simple, the universe doesn’t like complicated. I love that saying that when you make a decision the universe conspires to make it happen..If anyone needs help with that type of thing I’m on LinkedIn

Bliss..updated..

 Higher and higher I ascend  and my path is set in motion, I’m never alone. I’m guided all the way. Gods got me in the palm of his hand. It’s more exciting than fearful.

The road driven by truth overwhelms me at times I literally have to stop and catch my breath. It’s fast paced now. I’m never in one place for very long. The constant shifts are the wind in my sails. This journey is so thrilling wondering who and what I’ll be when I’m all grown up.

Enlightenment always comes as I catch the sunbeams bouncing off of the clouds.

And my plan to get to the top of my dreams pulls me closer, I’m so excited I can hardly contain it. Also calling in my SoulMate and he must feel it and I know his Love for me will absolutely grow bigger than his fears in the end. I’m settling into the journey in this vibrational reality. I trust him now. I made him a promise a very long time ago that I would never leave him I couldn’t even when I tried he was deep in my soul and he never ever left me truly even when I thought he had. My Love for him grows deeper than the universe. He’s my protector my dreams and mine. I believe in him even when he doesn’t believe in himself. I’m so grateful for him. I thank God for this other half of myself. The whole twin flame thingy certainly isn’t for the faint hearted. The ups and downs could drive you to the brink of insanity but it’s rare and precious and Written in the stars. We’ve got a whole universe to travel. These are such Exciting times. ..

 New blogs coming soon…