Saturday, October 25, 2025

 Little girl with Big dreams, fully grown I’m only 5 foot absolutely nothing, that’s what they used to call me. I was always slightly eccentric. Maybe because I went to a catholic private school. I went through every school in my town, I didn’t fit in anywhere. Private schools were the best. I was quite an expensive kid.I didn’t have everything I wanted but I was quite lucky. I grew up in a large pub, I’d get about 70 Easter eggs off of local regular folk also family. So many fond childhood memories. Always ahead of my time. I was an old head on young shoulders.I grew up in a devout catholic family goes way back to my nanas polish upbringing only she got evacuated to Syria after the war. She left with her two favourite brothers. My nana lived all the church traditions. The polish celebrate Christmas Eve more than Christmas Day. So my nana would pop the the church and get the rice paper bread and wine before we ate well it was awful sherry but still. There would be about 25 people round the table. My mum was a self taught gormet cook and my nana was an amazing self taught pastry chef. My dad would drop me off at the church every Sunday service and then pick me up an hour later. I never understood the service really even by the age of 10 I knew the Bible pretty well. I would always challenge the vicar at the end. The 3 or 4 of them would always have a rather puzzled look on their face. I was quite authority like even then. I was quite well versed about Jesus. I could never comprehend why Jesus would say high authoritive things about the figurehead of the church. That they could do as he did, they just didn’t do those things, so I would ask them to their face why not. Of course they could never really answer the basic questions. I would just shake my head and run to the car. I live the best of both worlds . I once was Saved but then found by God again when I was on my journey to becoming more of a Lightbody. When I fight any spiritual attack or entity I’m equipped to win. It’s 5G warfare out there. I happily live it but safely. The best thing about life now is living with Gods Magic. And that’s nothing like dark magic. Gods Magic and miracles are way above that kind of magic. Don’t forget it was the fallen angels that first taught Magic to us humans. Sadly for those people it was a watered down version. Anyway I always thought outside the box. In my head there was no box. The focus wasn’t in black and white I always wanted to play in the grey. I’m a double Aquarius ruled by an unruly planet that never does what you think it will. I always followed the beat of my own drum. A little Girl with a big heart. I always judged people by how they treated my dog. I was born a massive animal lover. When I was about7 we went to a small island off Portugal and I was playing by the pool with some little friend I found there and I spotted a little bird limping, I scooped him up and ran into the bar crying asking the barman for a small tipple of whiskey for my winged little friend and he obliged. I gave some to him and as we walked on he flew away. Any form of animal abuse pains me. Having stumbled onto a heartwarming channel on you tube about a rather famous sanctuary. My next dream would be to open and help run an animal safe place. I’d be honoured to do that. We really have failed the animals, world over. The recovery starts everywhere. The animals need our hope and our love ♥️

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