The part of me that’s you will never die. ..

 I would say that I was a Little girl with Big dreams, fully grown I’m only 5 foot absolutely nothing, that’s what they used to call me. I was always slightly eccentric. Maybe because I went to a catholic private school. I went through every school in my town, I didn’t fit in anywhere. Private schools were the best. I was quite an expensive kid.I didn’t have everything I wanted but I was quite lucky. I grew up in a large pub, I’d get about 70 Easter eggs off of local regular folk also family. So many fond childhood memories. Always ahead of my time. I was an old head on young shoulders.I grew up in a devout catholic family goes way back to my nanas polish upbringing only she got evacuated to Syria after the war. She left with her two favourite brothers. My nana lived all the church traditions. The polish celebrate Christmas Eve more than Christmas Day. So my nana would pop the the church and get the rice paper bread and wine before we ate well it was awful sherry but still. There would be about 25 people round the table. My mum was a self taught gormet cook and my nana was an amazing self taught pastry chef. My dad would drop me off at the church every Sunday service and then pick me up an hour later. I never understood the service really even by the age of 10 I knew the Bible pretty well. I would always challenge the vicar at the end. The 3 or 4 of them would always have a rather puzzled look on their face. I was quite authority like even then. I was quite well versed about Jesus. I could never comprehend why Jesus would say high authoritive things about the figurehead of the church. That they could do as he did, they just didn’t do those things, so I would ask them to their face why not. Of course they could never really answer the basic questions. I would just shake my head and run to the car. I live the best of both worlds . I once was Saved but then found by God again when I was on my journey to becoming more of a Lightbody. When I fight any spiritual attack or entity I’m equipped to win. It’s 5G warfare out there. I happily live it but safely. The best thing about life now is living with Gods Magic. And that’s nothing like dark magic. Gods Magic and miracles are way above that kind of magic. Don’t forget it was the fallen angels that first taught Magic to us humans. Sadly for those people it was a watered down version. Anyway I always thought outside the box. In my head there was no box. The focus wasn’t in black and white I always wanted to play in the grey. I’m a double Aquarius ruled by an unruly planet that never does what you think it will. I always followed the beat of my own drum. A little Girl with a big heart. I always judged people by how they treated my dog. I was born a massive animal lover. When I was about7 we went to a small island off Portugal and I was playing by the pool with some little friend I found there and I spotted a little bird limping, I scooped him up and ran into the bar crying asking the barman for a small tipple of whiskey for my winged little friend and he obliged. I gave some to him and as we walked on he flew away. Any form of animal abuse pains me. Having stumbled onto a heartwarming channel on you tube about a rather famous sanctuary. My next dream would be to open and help run an animal safe place. I’d be honoured to do that. We really have failed the animals, world over. The recovery starts everywhere. The animals need our hope and our love ♥️

 Throw me to the wolves but I’ll come back leading the pack. ..

Crystal fairies. ..

 I’m dancing with my beloved crystals again, only the high vibing ones are, the best. New realms in the new 🌍 and if you hold like six at a time. You feel like you’re bouncing the whole of the universe I have to hold my moss agate for a week to ground me all the way back down to the earth.I’m so thankful that God left  crystals for such a time as this. They help you get through everything like a clever little helper. To me they’re angels in solid form. My everyday bunch includes Rose quartz white quartz yellow citrine tangerine quartz and black obsidian. I only work with mine for an hour or so a day. You can over do it believe me after too long you’ll start to feel a little het up. Worst case scenario heart palpitations. Everyone of them a brand new adventure. Blessed & loving Life. ..

 My Christian brothers and sisters probably won’t agree with my truth but my soul is in Bliss. God really did give me a second chance he fiercely protects Me and my Loved Ones After going off my Christian path, i Lost my Salvation but My path is just different now and I still hold God close to my side and I’m still working for him just in a different capacity and no it’s not me being dragged through the big illusion coming onto humanity. I’m not delulu at all. I know exactly who I am and I understand the assignment. Everything that happens to me is God ordained. I’m included into the 144,000 chosen ones. My soul is Safe and at peace. ..

 I truly enjoy being somebodys next open door. I have a calm collected approach and attitude towards life and people. I’m super friendly.My bits n bobs will all come together in time I need patience but I have finally got clarity and I’m right where I’m supposed to be at such a time as this. I enjoy helping people with a colourful past and those that are fed up with being fed up with themselves. I f you are hoping to get some help with anything along those lines. You can connect with me on LinkdIn. At the moment I’m offering my service for free. ..

Stand tall dot dot dot. ..

Sword of truth..

 

M..

 Have you got the letter M on the palms of your hands?…

The last ten years

 Well it’s been quite magical, this path surrounds Gods magic. It’s had many many highs there’s not really any downs. Wondering dreaming learning and quickening. Living in the new Earth 🌍 having learned early on in this plan of my life that having walked away from my twin flame, his karmic and the demons from hell wanted me dead and wiped off the face of the earth. The jealousy ate her soul alive. I didn’t realise the gravity of that plot it really just thickened. They had ties to secret cults also the Freemasons the police, judges, lawyers, psychics, covens oh and a hit man that I was told ran away from the job from fear and he also fell in love with me lol. I think between them all they pretty much ran the town.. 

All their plans failed. They also had me under a totally illegal investigation by I believe it was MI6. Some mafia gang also came after me. Apparently they all watched me go through my awakening which had a complete effect on all of them. They saw me go through it and thought if she can do it, I can try. The mafia boss awakened and all his gang ended up in therapy. I touched a lot of hearts which makes me smile. As you awaken and open all your chakras you become pure love and boy did they feel it. My life was always a little magic. But magic happens when you finally awaken.you become light like air, see when they all came for me I was a born again Christian and sadly the ones that came for me tested Gods Gangsta and soon found out that God will do anything to protect his children. A lot of them changed for the good and the evil ones died. They all died one by one some went to the psych ward and the rest had scary karma. I know the other half of my soul had minimal part in that plot against me which is why he only had a heart attack. I forgave him for it because my Love for him runs very deep. Hopefully he can forgive himself. He didn’t really know any different when he was Karmic back then.

A lot of people don’t believe in God but it doesn’t mean he’s not there just because you can’t see him. You can’t see the wind but it’s there. If you live with the attitude that you’re above God. In the end he’ll prove that nothing gets past him because he’s omnipotent, he’s everywhere. And we should fear his right to punish us. Terribly sadly I lost my salvation after all of that. Gods love never fails and he’s given me a second chance by becoming part of the 144 thousand chosen ones (Revelation) to balance out energy and help heal the Earth, animals and humans before Christ returns. My story belongs in a movie. As far as I’m concerned some people owe me Millions.. Maybe I’ll make a production company. Watch this space…

Awakening

 I can’t stop the journey I’m on there is no going back. When you leave the matrix you never want to go back. Awakening is massive you really die to the version of you that you accumulated. After working through your shadow side ie the bits of you you really don’t like anymore. This can be the hardest part of this experience . It’s not easy looking back over your life and asking yourself what has truly made you like you are what damage has been done and by who. You feel your heart cracking by this point because you have to release yourself from that part of you that you really don’t enjoy any more. We cling to those old experiences and sides of us we know we should change but comfort zones are an enemy to truly living life. You have to let it all go and jump off the ledge but you have got to understand that the universe will always always support you and that you are never truly alone what with your Angels guides and ancestors. You actually have a rather big highly esteemed team to make your journey and purpose materialise. Meditation is a big part of this flow. You have to see those bits in the shadow work as energy you have to purge lift all your burden up to the universe and say take it, slowly those energies shift. You’ll actually start disliking that old version of you more, the more you purge the old energy, it makes way for new.You open your chakras and live from an open heart chakra recalibrated and full of Love. In this 5th dimension you feel more than you think. There’s no free-er feeling than letting the oldest version of you ever go. I enjoyed the energy work the most. I understand energy and how it works. I wrote exercises on how to change your energy and they work because they’re simple, the universe doesn’t like complicated. I love that saying that when you make a decision the universe conspires to make it happen..If anyone needs help with that type of thing I’m on LinkedIn

Bliss..updated..

 Higher and higher I ascend  and my path is set in motion, I’m never alone. I’m guided all the way. Gods got me in the palm of his hand. It’s more exciting than fearful.

The road driven by truth overwhelms me at times I literally have to stop and catch my breath. It’s fast paced now. I’m never in one place for very long. The constant shifts are the wind in my sails. This journey is so thrilling wondering who and what I’ll be when I’m all grown up.

Enlightenment always comes as I catch the sunbeams bouncing off of the clouds.

And my plan to get to the top of my dreams pulls me closer, I’m so excited I can hardly contain it. Also calling in my SoulMate and he must feel it and I know his Love for me will absolutely grow bigger than his fears in the end. I’m settling into the journey in this vibrational reality. I trust him now. I made him a promise a very long time ago that I would never leave him I couldn’t even when I tried he was deep in my soul and he never ever left me truly even when I thought he had. My Love for him grows deeper than the universe. He’s my protector my dreams and mine. I believe in him even when he doesn’t believe in himself. I’m so grateful for him. I thank God for this other half of myself. The whole twin flame thingy certainly isn’t for the faint hearted. The ups and downs could drive you to the brink of insanity but it’s rare and precious and Written in the stars. We’ve got a whole universe to travel. These are such Exciting times. ..

 New blogs coming soon…